Life is never flat. That statement
is absolutely right. Life is not going like highway. There is moment when stone
appears amid the road and the stone is stirring everything. An example of my
daily life, everyday is not happiness. There is moment when the day which could
be friend for me becomes monster for me. That day becomes the worst day ever
and making desire to twist rope in my neck appears. Many things, such as lack
of rest and annoying circumstance, make my beautiful day become monster day.
First of all, the last week before
final examination became the most busily week. My activities were tighter in
case lecturers gave me endless assignments to fulfill the component of
assessment. Almost all lecturers gave me countless assignments with short
deadline, like assignment that should be handed in within 24 hours. In a day, I
had more than one classes, you could imagine how many assignments that I should
finish within a night. Furthermore, I had many replacement classes since there
were many holidays after mid-term. Night, time to rest, became time to finish
endless assignments; moreover, weekend, time for relaxation, became time to
attend replacement classes. Thus, lack of rest becomes one factor which makes
my day becomes annoying like monster.
In addition, day, which should be
friendly to me, became an enemy when I had to undergo annoying circumstance.
For instance, there was moment when I was in discussion; besides, forum that
should be place to express my opinion became place where I grumble within my
heart. That thing happened since the moderator, who must bring the discussion
into conclusion, brought the discussion into stagnant point. Moreover,
moderator was prosecuting the members of forum to express their opinion.
Discussion, which discussed only one thing, worked like journey from Purwokerto
to my home and from my home went back to Purwokerto again then from Purwokerto
went back to my home again. In fact, discussion like this made me desired twisting
rope on moderator’s neck. Moderator made every simple thing became complicated
and my mood became worse in case there was rock concert in my tummy. I was starving
and moderator kept talking.
Those things above are causes which
make me undergo the harsh day. Thus, two things above give effect in my
activities such as my sense becomes more sensitive and lack of concentration.
The first thing that I felt when my
day became worse was my sense became more sensitive. For instance, when I
expressed my idea in a discussion and there was someone who said my idea was
too general. As a result, at that time I was ambitious to give that person a
glass of detergent and made that person drank the detergent. Besides, I could
not avoid grumble within my heart, I grumbled that person who did not
appreciate my idea and so on. That is why, my tired body brought my sense
becomes more sensitive.
Furthermore, lack of rest had effect
on my concentration. It was very hard to concentrate in every course. When
entering classroom, my purpose was not to get knowledge with paying attention
to lecturers’ explanation; however, entering classroom just for sitting and
signing in presence list since I was sleepy. Rather than thinking about the
material from lecturer, I preferred to think about missing the class due to
sleepiness and boredom. Otherwise, when I was in discussion, I did not
concentrate about the discussion whereas I thought many reasons and many ways
to escape from the torturing forum. Therefore, lack of rest affects on my
concentration and makes me thinking about abstract things.
In short, it is clear that the day
becomes frustrating for me when I am lack of rest and annoying circumstance
around me; moreover, that things affect on my sense and my concentration.
However, how tough the day is, everything happens for reason. Things go wrong
so we can appreciate it them when they are right; in addition, do not forget to
start everyday with new hope and energy.
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